Denny Sinnoh's "Akihabara Starlight"

Denny’s vow of celibacy

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You got that right Haruppi! Too much thinking can cause yourself a lot of stress!

Something has been bothering me lately. I feel that I should not write any more blog posts, because I need to dedicate more time to writing and publication in my professional life. My job “processing agricultural chemical orders” has not been going very well. I have not been making the kind of accomplishments that I really need to make. I didn’t keep up with technology. I get poor reviews. I am not in line for raises.

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Yes, that is how I felt, Miss Kodama … like a big “F” -ing hat.

A couple of months ago, I told myself that I would not spend any more time on social media until I made a major accomplishment at work. Either complete a major project …  publish an industry article …  or actually help one of my colleagues. Well, I stopped posting (only two posts in two months), but I STILL did not get anything done at work. All I accomplished was that I was just making myself very unhappy because I could not write about topics I like … animes I have seen, Pokémon nicknames, kimono styles, or JPop music I love.

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Well, I’m just happy that you are happy Haruka.

I really hated not writing on WP because when the Pokémon Go mobile game launched, my Pokémon Nicknames posts started getting hundreds of views every day! I would really like to create more posts. (Note: My “Pokémon Nicknames” is often not really about Pokemon nicknames. It is often just a jumping off point for some other rant on popular culture or my old man stories. The Sunflora example linked here.)

It is frustrating because I have the OPPOSITE problem of writers block. I have many ideas for blog posts, but I feel guilty if I use my time to write them. I feel that I should not waste time on pop culture and entertainment social media … when I know I should be developing myself professionally.

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Ideas for writing about pop culture keep popping up, just like you Haruka!

It does not help, that I genuinely despise my work. I try to look on the humorous side when possible. I don’t like the field, and I can’t understand why any young person would ever want to go into it. Why stay?  Oh yeah, it is easy — and I have pretty good job security.  (On a bad day, I can just close my office door, put on a Hanako Oku concert DVD, listen to headphones and be instantly transported.)  I know I could not find another job that pays as well for someone my age.  … but it is like living a lie. If I could write my blogs for a living … I sure would.

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Oh… you were so sweet. Your suggestions for “tropical fertilization” were a nice gesture, Kodama-san.

You kids should have seen me in my younger days though. All full of piss and vinegar  — writing articles in the industry …  traveling to conferences … educating the young interns. (Cut to scene of young Denny in business suit – jingling his pocket change: “I’ve got you’re your fertilizer right here”. I was cashing in, moving up, blazing new trails … and … and all … “put it on my tab.” Now I’m deadwood.

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Yes, I appreciate your ability to “handle old wood” Haruppi, but I need to do this for my own good.

I need to rededicate myself to professional life – and that means no blogging. I need to redeem myself.

Allways contemplating in lonely solitude. I know the feeling Haruppi.

Allways contemplating in lonely solitude. I know the feeling Haruppi.

I will still check in with some of my blogging friends once in a while. It is also frustrating not being able to read all of YOUR posts. Just today, I was scrolling down through all of these WP articles I would like to read and comment on, but I feel like I would be letting my family down if I use up time when I should be chasing a raise.

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Sorry Haruka, I can’t see the entire message … but I would still not be able to ANYTHING you out — until I get some real work done!

I am going to take a solemn vow. I am not going to post anything on WordPress until I actually make an accomplishment in my professional life.

I will still check in on your posts and make comments, but I will post no new articles. I can’t live without MorningBerryz48 idols blog, and I depend on The Otaku Judge to advise me on which anime to choose. I should be a better role model for young Matthew. All of you who routinely read and “like” my posts …. I will see you down there at the “likes” area … and I will be checking in. The next time you see Pokemon nicknames, Kimonos on Monday, or a list of risqué jokes about Japanese idols, that means that I have turned it around.

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It does inspire me that you will wait for me Miss Kodama.

Starlight: Eight years of this Ronin life.

 

Comments on: "Denny’s vow of celibacy" (7)

  1. The Otaku Judge said:

    It’s a shame to go on blogging hiatus for a job you don’t seem to enjoy, but I guess you have to do what you feel is best. I wish you well and look forward to the return of your Pokemon posts and idol eye candy.

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    • Thank you. I will be checking in on your posts when you review another family-friendly anime.

      Work or no, I will probably get drunk over Christmas vacation and go on a blogging binge either way.

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  2. It’s totally understandable how life’s priorities must be as such, however I too am saddened to hear how your work isn’t to your liking in particular. I wish for your success in wherever your heart and mind leads and I hope you grow to be much more happy and fulfilled. Will miss you lots though Denny =(, go find your success and I hope to see you back here doing what you enjoy so much. ^^

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    • I will be looking in on you every weekend. If only you had a radio show then I could watch you on the drive to work every morning.
      : )

      I’m hoping that I can get back to writing my goofy posts over Christmas vacation — (Denny sits upright, clasps fingers together, cracks knuckles). Hoo boy …

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  3. I am sorry to hear about your work situation. Sometimes we put up with routine jobs because that’s what’s available. Good luck with work, but do take a break every now and then. We’re all human after all 🙂

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    • To be fair to the job, I had slacked off through no fault of the organization.

      I’m guilty of using office time to look at and play with social media.
      (Denny Scoffs) What kind of terrible person would do that?
      : )

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